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[mood - cranky]
[music - within temptation - running up that hill]

Mr. Crankypants is back to post some more doodles that I owe this place. Ugh. I'm cranky because I realized while trying to figure out my portfolio thing that the vast majority of work I have done this year so far has been for others. Ok I like making things for people. BUT. I have NOTHING to show for myself, I have so little that I can put into a decent portfolio. I want to do selfish art, goddamnit. I want to make things that are for ME that are not sketches and doodles and quickly colored junk because I feel guilty I'm not working on crap for other people! I have nothing to show for all these months I've been free and now I have to go back to school in a month and I still have shit to do for people and I have absolutely nothing to show for myself =__= I have not been productive at all and I am so ashamed and angry.

So here the ideas for maybe doing:
-the viking warrior fox chick in a full pic - maybe in watercolors ala ~Perkan
-i need a good anal-retentive pic of Laudon or I will go nuts, because I'm always doodling him and I don't have anything quality finished of him
- picture of rhys and solais? i wish i could oil paint but no room + no ventilation :/
-something else I may be inspired to do?!
HELP

sketches. since this is all i have time to do in between things for others.


Rhys has a very child-like view of justice and fairness, which is continually threatened by Axel, who has faced tremendous social injustice in his short life.
the 453749587th reincarnation of this idea, can't ever get it right!



smexy Laudon with a photo ref used to help a little bit. Looked better when I first did it now it just looks creepy


nedyenka being... a thing. i hate clothes like this but she loosk interesting in them 9_9


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