SON OF A FACE!!!

[mood - WHEN AM I NOT TIRED]
[music - la fraction - qu'un]

WAAGGH I just finished my first gallery show opening! It was fun but OMG SO MUCH WORK. I got some good compliments and discussion and of course having cute boys talk to me about my art is always good :D I will maybe have some pictures soon. Or not,i n case I don't have any.

Anyway, I guess I should update more often but I have been doing more finished work and not so many sketches. I figure I should put something up now for all 2 of you that visit :D


So this is Rhys-outfit-thing number one, very casual and kind of saucy in a way :P How scandalous. His country is sort of conservative and so this is a bit less clothing than one would wear normally. But thats just kinda how he is for awhile :P I love his smile... he's so cute. Have I ever mentioned I love ginger boys?


OH GOD Rhys looks like a pirate :C I wanted a more conservative look now for him, where I thought a long coat would be good but damit. I like it though, though I was thinking maybe I want it to look more Russian? I was thinking his land is something like a mix of scandanavian and slavic anyway.

That all for right now, I am trying to do a lot ofoutfit stuff cos it's a lot of fun BUT I feel guilty like I should be doing more portfolio pieces. But.. I really want to make OUTFITS. And draw people ;.; I luff my characters so much I could explode. I wish more people understood all this @_@;

thingz

[mood - SICK AND UNHAPPY ABOUT IT]
[music - e-rotic - max don't have sex with your ex]

Yo, muhfukkaz. I haven't posted in a looooong time. Bad me, bad me. It's not that I haven't been drawing, oh no, I just don't have much to post cos a lot of what I have been doing is uhm, innappropriate or rather big and still in the works atm. I am also SICK and it is pissing me off because I hate being sick, I can't get ANYTHING done because I have to sit here blowing my nose every 5 seconds and have my sinuses BURN.

I did have some wild fever dreams today, though @_@;;

So here are some inky thingies I did as a commissh for my darling Julia.

The Captain of her piratey story.



Alexi of ambiguous gender and position on the ship.

also


I finished this, and while I really like it I am afraid to upload it anywhere :/ Ugh, me and faces just aren't cool anymore now. I don't even have anyone to ask, to be like "hey am i allowed to upload this ;;? Does it rancidly suck and perpetuate my streak of terrible faces or it is ok?" Bleh.

I love you Laudon, why aren't you real? ;__;

nichts war zu spät

[mood - good, sleepy also~ ]
[music - herbert grönemeyer - der weg ]

Du hast jeden Raum
mit Sonne geflutet
hast jeden Verdruss
ins Gegenteil verkehrt
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It feels so good to be posting :D Because it makes me feel somewhat productive. Yay.



The same profiles I am really insecure about, but with hairstyles. Ok, it's even harder to see the facial differences now D: Sigh. One day I will be awesome at faces. I feel like I am pressure/like I want to go more cartoony or something?


Obviously I don't like scholars very much. Also: rat-nymph and Brandon-vulture.
my sketchbook is filled with this shit D:


miette doodles for aya n.n


i love this sketch, and I feel like I really want to get a ref for it and redraw it, but I can't think of any method to really get what I want across besides pencil sketch. I don't know what to do with it either. No I'm not emo, neither is Solais, but sometimes the pressure of being a healer/doctor is really awful.


D: more scheisse~ I'll give you different faces!


Unicorn boy for Laura n.n I like this a lot ~ omg i love drawing hoofies so much! And with curlies in brush pen *-*


Yvonel face thing, used a ref of sorts ~ my god is she manly o_O but I still think she is gorgeous and damn I wish I was her.

das ist alle :P

today's

[mood - as always, sleepy but ok]
[music - soundgarden - let me drown]

I don't have much to say except here are doodly things~~ yay~ moleskine sketchbook + micron = love!!


yvonel + laudon oogling her ~ maybe?


creatureKILLher-ish face and a satyrized klipspringer... mm hoofies!


yvonel again + neanddir


solais christian imagery stuff, a punker boy and my co-worker andy o-o;


ideas, me pretending to know russian and FRANKLIN (which is a children's show about an anthro turtle, except i wanted to draw a horrific looking real turtle)


those of you that look at my art a lot (all 3 of you) know i don't really draw chicks like this but she kinda... fell out of my pencil/pen last night.. something about wanting to draw that particular curvature~

enjoy (tilde)

pichurs

[mood - TIRED AGAIN geez]
[music - mediaevel baebes - la volta]

cos blogger is easier to upload and post photos to than the usual FTP and HTML nonsense I'd have to go through otherwise :D Hope you enjoy. These are my PICSHURS from my trip to San Diego/Carlsbad for the Illustrators of the Future award. These are taken by my dad or me~


The hotel outside~ which is right across from the beach! It was a wonderful little hotel, very clean and SO providing! Free cookies 24 hours a day!


Overlooking the beach *_* There were cliffs over all the beach so you either had to walk about half a mile to get to flat ground or climb down the cliffside to get to the beach.


moar beach!


the ocean *_* i have never been to the oceanside before this so it was a wonderful treat. The ocean is GORGEOUS and this is the Pacific ocean of course which didn't smell bad at all though it tastes terrible.


Me and Laura, another illustrator winner on the beachside.


Sunset on the beach. I like the one little fisherman guy :D


HAY LOOK I KNOW THESE GIZE! More illustrators, who are all AMAZING people. Left to right: Tamara, from Halifax, Canada; Melanie from Perth, Australia; MEEEEEEE OMG; James from Chicago; and Kim from Boone :D I roomed with Kim on my stay there. This is on the patio eating lunch which was served to us~


Eldar, who is from Uzbekistan, and Olga, who is from Kiev, Ukraine. Olga did NOT like her picture being taken, which is a same because she is such a beautiful woman. I love her style so much. She is also very talented. Eldar was the gold award winner for the Illustrators! :D


THE STAGE for the gala ceremony thing. Ok, the large photo of L. Ron Hubbard looking like a pedophile IS really creepy but it made for many good jokes about him looking DOWN ON THE PEONS DISAPPROVINGLY!


zomg me on stage giving my speech~! EEEK!


Nate and his new wife signing boooooks~


Me and the author of the story I illustrated, Brandon, who was also the gold winner for the Writers. Very attractive face there, Brandon :P


Aw~~ Alex and Xaymara :3



Moar illustrators; Nate from Seatttle; Miguel from San Diego; Ozzie from Jersey; Melanie again.


I will have more at some point.. these are just what I have atm.

I hope you enjoyed~ Looking at the pictures makes me feel all depressed and yet really warm and fuzzy at the same time. I miss my new friends and I miss the lovely weather and the beach and all, but all the same I get a very nice feeling from having done this.

I will also have sketches at... some point or another in the future, I have found the love of a moleskine sketchbook + micron pen *_* sketchy sketchy~